Only I,alone.

Only I,alone.
Another cloudy day.
I heard it would rain.
So,I expect it all day,
leaving me waiting,just waiting.
I love rain.
Because I can cry with the sky.
Our tears make perfect rhythm.
But I can't see,
coz the sky stole its sincere promise,
breaking me apart.
I stood there,
smiling at the sky.
I can't believe my trusted friend
could turn its back to me.
I can't,I really can't.
It's hard to accept.
I still remember we sat there,
singing"my love"to our heart.
"Where the skies are blue
to see you once again.
My love....."
I really missed you.
"I'm fine"cheated by my friends,
pretending I'm ok without it doubt all,
acted like there's nothing wrong.
Friends were around me,
chatting,laughting and kidding,
ingoring the lonely part.
But I'm only myself alone.
It seems as if I am a blind,
don't hear what they talked about.
With the bitter smile,
I tried to find out the lovely song,
that you've ever sung to me:
"No more tears,no goodbyes".
I daren't bear the loneliness.
Coz it could change my real heart,
making me a fool.
Besides the tears,
my only completed memory belongs to
my broken heart.
So complicated.......