Can you stay?

I can't sleep.
I just can't breathe.
When you shadow is all over me.
Don't wanna be,a fool in your eyes.
Cause what I had was built on lies,
and when our names seem to hide away.
Listen to me what I say.
I don't wanna feel,
the way that I do.
I just wanna be with you,
right here with you.
I don't wanna see,
see you leave me apart.
I really want to see.
You fade away your heart.
Could you listen to me.
Even once again.
Pleases don't feel to crazy,
so that you leave me free.
I konw I would always be
a real black sheep.
Please stay here and recall my name.
I never gonna say goodbye.
Coz I never wanna see you cry.
I swore to share your joy and your pain,
and I swear it all over again,
all over again.
Is that you?
Is this the prayer I used to konw?
You came back.
But drove me to go.
It's the time for me to really go?
I ain't lying.
Just come around.
There's no smile on your face.
It's not the truth what I've seen.
Please trying,
But you announced its death,
never came back.
With sad tears,
you shout it loud.
Once let me see you cry.
I never wanna see you cry.
But now I only can say goodbye.
Even though it hurts to see you cry.
Don't you konw you won't be alone,
if you hold me inside.
I couldn't be far away.
Coz I want to see you,
hearing you once pray,
retelling my name.
Your tears just let my heart break.
Without you,always...

A BEAUTY DIVINE IN POETRY!

Lord Vinayaka is beautiful, bright and brilliant
Illuminated by colourful lights around as Halo!
This divine beauty when expressed in poetry
Blissful peace feels the heart to sublimity ever!

Many men I have seen dance forgetting all
According to the tune of music pop or ritual;
Beyond conscious state music becomes divine
Transporting men to an exalted state to dance!

In a trance they reveal secrets, make prediction
And also say remedy to overcome curses, etc.
It’s believed they say so possessed by ghost or god
Putting one and all in an extreme state of awe then!

Art of music and vision producing illuminations
As in poetry has the power to inspire divine beauty
In the minds of men making them forget themselves
Transported to a divine state as the poet is in muse!

lies

I told a lie.
I told everyone I was fine.
But actually it's a lie.
I want to fly high,
spreading my wings,
into the sky.
But I can't,
coz I just looked around,
having found more lies.
Nobody can see the truth.
With sincere tears,
then,I was shy.
No one can hear
how much I wanna say goodbye
to my lazy failure and cry.
So I tell this lie.
I'm fine.
Will the morning belongs to the sun?
I would choose another new lie:
I will try....

The world I disexist

The world I disexist
I look upon the sky.
The sky is blue and white.
Everything seems to bright.
But there's only darkness inside.
Here's a thing that I can't deny.
The world is full of too many lies.
Every time I ask myself why.Can't I.
No one gives me a true reply.
Nobody here could hear me cry.
Nobody could offer me wings to fly.
There's nothing else to do.
But......
Die......

Only I,alone.

Only I,alone.
Another cloudy day.
I heard it would rain.
So,I expect it all day,
leaving me waiting,just waiting.
I love rain.
Because I can cry with the sky.
Our tears make perfect rhythm.
But I can't see,
coz the sky stole its sincere promise,
breaking me apart.
I stood there,
smiling at the sky.
I can't believe my trusted friend
could turn its back to me.
I can't,I really can't.
It's hard to accept.
I still remember we sat there,
singing"my love"to our heart.
"Where the skies are blue
to see you once again.
My love....."
I really missed you.
"I'm fine"cheated by my friends,
pretending I'm ok without it doubt all,
acted like there's nothing wrong.
Friends were around me,
chatting,laughting and kidding,
ingoring the lonely part.
But I'm only myself alone.
It seems as if I am a blind,
don't hear what they talked about.
With the bitter smile,
I tried to find out the lovely song,
that you've ever sung to me:
"No more tears,no goodbyes".
I daren't bear the loneliness.
Coz it could change my real heart,
making me a fool.
Besides the tears,
my only completed memory belongs to
my broken heart.
So complicated.......